Life again

The long cloudy days have bidden goodbye
Moon is in full bloom tonight
Shining gloriously in the grey sky
as if to unveil the arid earth tonight.

The thunderous rains were frowned upon
No birds, no butterflies were seen for so long
Cheerfulness of life was lost in some lullby
now bright moonlit night will show d path to dawn.

You have brought a whiff of fresh hope in us
So disarming it is at our doorsteps.
Sky n Earth embracing in their prestine self.
Moonlight showing d arrival of some fest.

 Birds, bees n little fairies  will dance
 Dance upon d tune of nature morrowCan't wait to see foothills with flowers smiling
And streams singing away their sorrows.

My Saviour

Darkness wants to befriend me.
Silence wants to behold me.
Weakness not ready to leave me.
Loneliness says don't worry, its only me.

If they endear me to their soul
Why not leave me or oust me
Should I curl up in their embrace
Or quietly tip toe away from their phase.

Lies in you my friends,I surmise
A hidden treasure which the time can show
And that only i can see


You embittered me, I though once.
Same will be the pillar of my strength
I never knew that instance.

You have been like a Sunlight
Amidst the clouds so dark n scary
Grateful I'll be for your intrusion
For showing me the brighter side
Strength, patience n love in boundless profusion.

HOPE

Dark foggy night is long
I wake up aghast
Scurring through every space I find
Waiting for the glimpse of the dawn.

Longing to reach out
And bathe in your warmth
So alluring is your vividness
Besotted that I am
By your unalloyed spirit
 Buoyed I am by your kindness.

I bury my face
In the cushion so moist
Finding you near
My face brightens up
Now I handover my noose to you
Bright Sunshine amidst darkness
I shall find you.


LIFE I SEEK

Leave me alone with my past
Albeit not so majestic it was that i crave for
But still rainbows were there after hailstorms
That memory keeps me going strong.

What pure joy of togetherness
What fullness of life is
Time will show me I hope
I relish the thought
And liveliness I shall evoke.

Please Go Through The Previous Post to have a clearer picture of what I mean by today's post.



Another point which i have noticed is we all have some preconceptions about love or relationships entirely based on unrealistic movies, novels, stories etc , etc. Ruled by  such rosy fantasies we start looking for some perfect soul mate. I find it so ridiculous that even grown ups believe in fairy tales, rather i must say they just don't want to come to the real world. Here I need to remind you that I am not some Gurumaa who is not the victim of such illusions. I am no where near any illumined soul. I am just like any other wife, mother,daughter or sister who also has preconceptions and unreal standards to achieve. But then I confess and try to adopt realistic approach towards this issue. Except for God no one is perfect in this world.
Try not to let these negative aspects get in your way. Be receptive to each other. Learn to appreciate small small positve gestures or qualities in each other. This negative thought process can undermine your relationship. Mostly, you find or see what u actually want to see.  We keep talking of commitment towards each other. But how many of us really know our duties n abide by them. How truthful we are towards each other  It is always the MUTUAL interaction and if you are completely frank, sincere, honest with each other then you are half way through to your mission of lasting love otherwise there is meak possiblity of sustaining that relationship.
If your are not true to yourself then you are likely to jump the gun  and wonder if she or he is genuine. These negative aspects which i have mentioned in the beginning prevents you from participating wholeheartedly in enjoying the relationship in the present. It holds you back from experiencing the enjoyment of being in love, being in total surrender to each other. Sometimes it totally kills your willingness to be part of it, albeit gradually.


If with a little extra effort you could work on the  points mentioned in the previous post you have a possibility of sustaining your love or getting your true soul mate love who could really take u to great heights in material and spiritual sense. One who would be able to help you create your real value and your real growth as a person.

Get rid of preconceptions to embrace ur soulmate.

last time I wrote that love is a spontaneous feeling, it just sweeps u off ur feet. Yah, but what i find in couples these days is that their love does not last long. No here i dont intend to preach anyone but just sharing my views. Some of u may or may not agree with me but i dont intend to have a debate here. Just trying to analyse myself why love fails inspite of such weighty promises.

Lack of commitment, lack of sincerity, lack of time, me myself attitude, unwillingness to surrender, looking for perfection, having preconceptions about love and the main problem is your own insecurities.

Firstly, love yourself, it does not mean to be selfish. Here i mean accept yourself with all your physical, emotional,mental, spiritual n financial deformities n lackings. Have courage to accept yourself as u r. Never try to remain in denial. If so you'll never be able to grow in anyway any horizon, you'll be stagnant resulting in hopelessness.And hopelessness means end, The END of life,rejection of the precious Gift which Almighty God has presented us. So here is a request to all those who seek lasting love to take this first step of SELF ACCEPTANCE.


If u accept your body, soul completely as the most beautiful gift from God then it will be simpler for you to accept your partner with all his or her flaws. Every moment you try to hunt for flaws in you n your partner, then definitely you'll have all negative images all over. And if you try to find good, acceptable qualities you'll find them. If you keep pondering over your shortcomings then you'll keep doubting your partner also. if he or she really loves you because you dont love yourself, so how can she ever love you. That way u block the positive energy coming to you from the other side also and thus eventually landing up in a messy love story.

I think Love does not mean something developing between two perfect human beings but Its the development of  some heavenly feelings emerged from the sharing of imperfections of two people.

Love yourself and find out what you have in you to make her or him happy in real sense.
I am sleepy now so I'll take your kind permission to resume this topic tomorrow. So Gud Night n Take care.

Let love not be a relationship

As per Osho:

Mantra, relationship and love are totally different things. Love is never a relationship and relationship is never love. Love relates but it is not a relationship. Relationship is a dead thing. Love is flowing.

So the first thing to be reminded of: love is never a relationship. Then something else is masquerading as love. May be u r searching for a husband or a wife- u r searching for some security, u r searching for some structure.

Love is a state of ur being, not a relationship. Loverelates but never becomes a relationship.

Be a loving person rather than in a love relationship- because relationships happen one day and disappear another day. They are flowers; in the morning they bloom, by the evening they r gone.

YOU BE LOVING PERSON

But people find it very difficult to be a loving person, so they create a relationship- and befool that way that "Now I am a loving person because I am in a relationship." And the relationship may be just one of MONOPOLY, POSSESSIVENESS, EXCLUSIVENESS. Relationship may be just out of FEAR, may not have anything to do with love. Relationship may be just a kind of security- financial or something else.

People want to prepare themselves for love. Let me tell u nobody can go prepared into a love relationship.

Nobody can go prepared. When u r too much prepared that very preparedness prevents love. LOVE HAS TO HAPPEN! When it happens it is almost from the unknown. It comes.... surrounds u.... drives u crazy..... into unknown directions.... into unknown dimensions. It is ALWAYS a SURPRISE. You cannot plan for it.

Love happens on its own. You need not be worried about it. You cannot make it happen. It is beyond you. It is far bigger than you. SO LEAVE THIS TO GOD.

Luv n Bliss